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Torturous, the way you're so far away
Superfluous, you don't love me anyway,
Adulterous, I've got somewhere that I should be,
Delicious, the butterflies you give me.

Unexplicable, I don't know why
Deplorable, the way you make me cry,
Justifiable, because you're so damn fine,
Laughable, the idea that you'd be mine.

Dreamily, staring into space at the thought of you
Stupidly, praying my dreams come true,
Lovingly, writing words you'll never read,
Resentfully, cursing my own misdeeds.