Just what exactly did you do to me?

Nervous and excited
Is how you make me feel
My eyes watch
I’m filled with such zeal
 
Your shield you wear
Is let down once in a while
It’s then that you glow  
And for that I’d run a mile
 
When you tell a story
You look me in the eyes
They make me forget  
All those goodbyes
 
I want and I wish
That you’d let me be your friend
I try and I wait  
I won’t let it be the end
 
Your shoulder to cry on
I’d beg to be
I’ll do almost anything  
Just for you to like me
 
Some of your actions
Make me feel like you care
 But all of the rest  
My heart feels the tear  
 
With me, you are silent
Yet we’re never alone
My mind says it’s hopeless
But my heart refuses to be stone
 
“Stop it! It’s hopeless!”
Again my mind screams  
I might’ve tried
Impossible as it seems
 
My heart unfailingly rejected the thought
Crazy with fear and want for you
So day after day I sit confused
Not having a clue as to what I should do
 
The thought of you
Makes my stomach drop
A mention of your name  
And again flip- flop!  
 
I hate having to feel this way
The beats uncontrolled
I’m certain it can’t be
As wrong as I’m told
 
I’m sure you must hate me
Even if you don’t  
I’ll wait for you to see me
Which is stupid, ‘cause you won’t
 
Why do I try?  
I’m unworthy of your beauty
You don’t even know me
But you’re all that I see!
 
Everything is complicated  
I’m stuck in a mess  
I think I might love you
In this I do confess