Forbidden Fountain

I've got scars on my wrist Cause I doubled my fist
And drew the silver blade,
To open the fountain of the deepst red
That society forbade.
 As emotions overwhelmed I said Fuck the world
And did it again and again
Long sleeves. And fake smiles
Pretending I'm okay.. In reality I'm dieing
But no one seems to care.
I'm tierd of people telling me that life just isnt fair!

Seek me, beat me, save me from myself..
I've got scars on my wrist cause I doubled my fist
And drew the silver blade... Once... Twice..
three times..
Its not deep enough.. the physical just wont
Over power the emotional!!!
I dont know what to do so I the blade again..
My heart pounding
As the foutain deepens..