maybe i'm not

For the people I thought i knew,
yeah, fuck you.
puddles of tears fill the inner hallways behind my eyes.
i see things differently,
that's why i cry.
just don't give me sympathy.
that's not what i want.
I've held on this long with all these haunts,
i'm strong enough not to let myself cave him,
but maybe i'm not.
maybe i'm not..