Bevel up

I avoid reality,
side step responsibility,
run away from everything,
that keeps on haunting me.
I show no empathy,
feel no remorse,
raw thoughts unkind,
they've taken their course.
Infinite in cycle,
they begin to unwind,
days become torture,
by the past I am defined.
Superficial facades,
deceive judgemental eyes,
tears don't even form,
you'll never see me cry.
Weep,
emotions locked deep,
unaddressed,
just overlaid,
by millions of empty nights,
and lost days.