endless cycle of delusion and pain....

                       
                       
                       
   humankind is and has always been, and always will be its own worst enemy.... everyone's a "dreamer" from the most simplest things to the most complicated or outlandish things-a conditional, fleeting luxury one could have....                
       
             
                       
     no one actually "loses" or "wins"- but that's the "twisted game" of nature along with "favoritism".... game of "enemies" and "friends"- while everyone's throat is a potential sacrifice in someone's else's eyes- to potentially  drip of red-continuing the trickle down effect- til the whole town's eventually covered in red....just "causalities of war"- games of delusional grandeur....                      
                       
                        
  "me"- I'm a "dreamer"- just a one of many- honest enough to admit it- just not by any means.... I'd rather suffer in silence than be an  embodiment of "natural disaster"....                      
                       
                       
  but history cleary constantly shows that's what this place called earth breeds.... natural disaster- aka the worst in human beings.... the reason why no trust and isolation is a thing....                      
                       
                       
  still people like me "dream"- "utopianlike dreams"- which screams naivety to the highest degree despite human civilization's history.... which is truly a nightmare....                      
                       
                        
  no one's beyond judgment- though "courts" are needed to be in session, right? "Judged" by the "annointed" and "appointed" 12 plus amidst mob-like mentalites- "carried by 6" no matter what happens in the end....                      
                     
                     
 pouring rain(tears)....for those who "never had a chance"  -and for those who are dedicated to misunderstand.... even as "time" and supposedly "civilization" has "advanced"- there's no "easy opt out" in a place destined for destruction....                    
                     
                      
 you're someone's issue the moment you enter this earth- which at its worst, is clearly a death trap- that's part of the disturbing truth- that's what's honestly sad....                    
                     
     
 a species- overall, driven mad....