The CHALLENGING INNER and OUTER STRUGGLES OF and IN COMMITTING FULLY   (Wed., April 9th, 2025, Palm Springs, California

     
       
such  
sweet solace      
found      
in this  
oneness      
such  
sweet solace  
lived and loved     
in the  
higher frequency  
vibrational resonance  
of it s awakened  
experiential whole      
such  
sweet solace  
still hid within  
the even greater  
sweet mystery  
between and of  
all we do  
and do not      
know      
such  
sweet solace  
still yet  
to unfold  
in the wholly  
ineffable holy    
of and in  
this sacred oneness s  
all  
such  
sweet solace  
discovered  
continuously finding  
and re discovering  
me  
arisen  
when needed  
up  
from the depths  
of my fearless  
heart  
all in all  
an inseparable part  
an infinite parcel  
of the same    
sweet solace  
which is the  
divine  
highest true nature  
of my equally  
ineffable  
eternal soul      
such sweet solace  
innately embedded   
within each  
and every  
decisive choice  
my free will  
chooses to make  
along my ongoing  
journey s way  
where such  
sweet solace comes  
in my continued  
letting go  
of everything  
of all  
which no longer  
serves me  
in fulfilling  
my eternal soul s  
greater true purpose  
here in my  
present lifetime s  
higher mission s  
chosen  
conscious path  
i m now  
even more passionately  
committed to  
and increasingly  
more consciously  
still on  
in letting go  
completely  
of all i was  
or thought  
of all i  
long believed  
i once truly  
was     
and of all  
this old      
here now  
at seventy one  
years of ageless  
transcendently  
timeless age    
i still yet am     
and yet  
it somehow      
it seems      
to such a    
distractedly unresolved    
worrisome degree    
of such subtle    
relatively minor    
often vague    
challenging to perceive    
though still yet    
lifelong clinging    
culturally pre programmed  
dead end  
dead weight  
ego minded  
and blinded  
self limiting  
futile attachment s    
while simultaneously    
at the very  
same time    
as if silently  
waiting  
somewhere off  
in the unseen  
ruin s wings    
where such sweet  
continuous  
never ending  
solace and peace  
awaits me  
and in my  
committing more fully      
to this new choice      
i m even now  
here already  
more consciously manifesting  
in my newly  
re inspired efforts  
at fulfilling  
my eternal soul s      
life purpose s true mission s      
much higher starseed      
role      
here now      
at this late  
but hopefully  
not too late  
point      
in my own  
present      
long awakened lifetime s      
ongoing  sacred journey s      
continued      
ever evolving      
transformational      
fifth dimensional      
rebecoming      
as a higher vibrational      
frequency      
catalytic anchor      
transmitter  receiver  
and true starseed  
living being  
as a pre chosen  
pre destined  
anchor and beacon  
of highest  divine  
love and light  
to help energetically  
bring in  
and freely spread  
all these continuous  
incoming cosmic energy  
waves  
of new earth s  
fifth dimensional      
new reality s  
higher consciousness  
fully awakened  
highest  
divine  
love and light      
for the greater      
most resonant good  
of us all
and of all
here in
the inseparable  
ineffable oneness  
of all      
that is  
of all  
we  
are