Living In The Past

Do you know how
Much I hurt now?
Do you not
Remember the promises we
Have made? Are
You still there?
Because I feel so alone..
I wish I could go
Back to when
We made those promises..
But that sounds
Childish of me..
Probably even selfish...
But I can't help it..
I just want to be okay
Just once more....
But how can I when
I just linger in the past?
I know that living
In the past isn't healthy for
Me, but I don't care...
I don't want to find a way
To this obsession of mine...
Im in pain here in
The present.. And in the
Past I find some peace.....