she waits for me

I saw her waitin at the bar
golden skin glowin under neon lights
eyes dark with the promise of destruction
entrancin me with pure seduction

my mouth watered as I moved toward her
rememberin how many times
she'd stripped me raw before
how her body had left me wrecked

her lips devoured mine
with hungry heat
her tongue slippin inside
claimin territory
her taste spreadin thru me

my body instantly surrendered
recognizin its master
how perfectly she knew where to touch
how eagerly I gave in to her brutal skill

her hands moved with practice cruelty
skin feverish beneath their trail
cock hardenin at her demand
my will crushed by her merciless grip

she brought me to my knees
thoughts scattered and broken
my body hers to ravage
to use and destroy

she fucked me with savage intensity
her nails drawin blood
as she took what she wanted
settin me on fire with pleasure and pain

she had me groanin with each filthy moment
made me surrender everythin I had
made me beg for more
when I should have ran

I let her take me harder than I planned
her body grindin against mine relentlessly
she breathed catastrophes as she rode me
straight into a violent oblivion

I woke to find myself alone
with her taste still on my tongue
evidence of our night littered round me
throbbin shame and empty promises

body achin from invisible bruises
stomach twisted from her aftermath
hands already beginnin to shake
from the need to have her again

her visits became my destruction
each more desperate than the one before
even as she drained life from me
I’d still crawl back between her golden thighs

I didn’t leave
circumstances drove us apart
my mind couldn’t sustain
what my body craved

and even in this newfound balance
I sometimes miss the agony she provided
the perfect place between pleasure and ruin
that dangerous nostalgia I've learned not to indulge