Fear  and pain

 
Despite of all you've put me thru,  
Its painful knowing I love with you.  
I've cared for u from the very start,  
With passion that wont depart.  
 
These feelings at time makes me seem confused,  
Weighing out experiences hoping not to be used.  
Asking myself why I'm I  so cold?,  
Frightened to accept love wont allow heart to unfold.  
 
 Why I'm i judging my relationships da same,  
Is it the fear of being played as a game.  
Its so frustrating just to care,  
 Misleading the other with lies you share.  
 
Bit by bit yourself drift away,  
Cause  the way you think each day,  
Be open to yourself my dare,
Rebuild a foundation without any fear.