if you can’t stand then fuckin crawl

you hate this pathetic display
this disgustin weakness in yourself
yet here you are
soakin in your own misery
you worthless pile of flesh
is this what we’re doin?

get the fuck up
remember that hell knows your name
you’ve danced with demons
walked thru the god damn flames
and you’re cryin over…what?
this?
fuckin laughable

no one’s comin to save you
no one gives a damn
no one is watchin
smoke yourself to oblivion
mix whatever chemicals numb the noise
break your knuckles against concrete
just drag your sorry ass upright
the method is irrelevant
just end this pitiful display

I refuse to let you drown me
in this man made puddle of self hatred
this bullshit has already stolen too much
you’re still breathin under this wreckage
not dead yet
so stop beggin for it
and find your fuck spine

peel yourself from the floor
you hollow shelled has been
I’m growin sick of your shit
there’s still fire in those eyes
a rage that refuses to die
no matter how hard you’ve tried killin it

stand the fuck up
shake this shit off
the warrior isn’t gone
just buried under this ridiculous self pity
dig your way out with bloodied fingers
remember that fury in your veins
before you complete forget
and turn back into what you despise