All the time.

Just all the time. All the time. Almost as bad as my head.  
Non stop abuse and berating me. Always in the wrong.  
Always starting. Always my fault. Always me to blame. Always the whipping boy.  
Can’t take it much more. Just want to cut myself. Hurt myself. Kill myself.  
I must be such a cunt to warrant this all the time. Can’t take it all much longer.  
Sick of just feeling so sad all the time.  
Sick of feeling confused as to why I deserve this all the time.  
Sick of just feeling at the bottom of a well looking up with nowhere to go.  
Please pour in some water so I can rise to the top and get out.  
Please stop this hurt.  
Please stop this from being me all the time.  
My life all the time.  
I just don’t want to be here all of the time.