"was never here...."

   
   
   
    sound asleep- there's no trace of "me"; a glimpse of an abyss- of eternity; was never here- but let's pretend i was- i truly never cared to "play the game" of- how long could one stay above- the ground and reasonably sane....    
   
     truths or dares- hide and seeks- conversations with an idea of at least one imaginary entity- about how could this all be? starting with the family tree....    
   
    .... asking questions to the entity- like why and what is this all for? most waking moments i want that path of least resistance-light with ease leading to that exit door....