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I have gone past depression and into anihilation.
I think fondly.
About the end.
Of death.
No more depression.
No more thoughts.
No more failures to be ashamed of.
A still peaceful calm.
That I won't experience.
No loss.
No wants.
No screaming at the sun for everything to stop.
No fear.
No disappointment.
No wondering why.
No socialising.
No self doubt.
No never eating.
And all these addictions.
Will just end.
No one to let me down.
No more discomfort.
No wasting idle time.
I will be and recede.
Into the nothingness I crave.
An eternal dreamless sleep.
Its heaven really.
About the end.
Of death.
No more depression.
No more thoughts.
No more failures to be ashamed of.
A still peaceful calm.
That I won't experience.
No loss.
No wants.
No screaming at the sun for everything to stop.
No fear.
No disappointment.
No wondering why.
No socialising.
No self doubt.
No never eating.
And all these addictions.
Will just end.
No one to let me down.
No more discomfort.
No wasting idle time.
I will be and recede.
Into the nothingness I crave.
An eternal dreamless sleep.
Its heaven really.
Published 12th Feb 2025
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12th Feb 2025 1:28pm
you know what I worry about I worry I will have all the same problems somewhere else your way of thinking is nice it would be a relief but I am not so sure such an exit exists my hopes lie that it is a flaw of the body that fails me and not thta of the soul...I've lived more than one life and I feel I've carried similar issues from one life to the next...I am hopeful for you that you will not 💕
