make it hurt

Rip me open  
break me in two
what am I supposed to do
with this heartbeat?
 
Your hands on my skin  
YOUR hands on my skin  
I want more
I want more
I want more  
 
Don't make me beg  
love me for all my sins  
make love to my sins  
and tell me I'm divine  
when the devil owns my heart
 
You settle for less
than what you need  
I can't be what you need
but it's okay if  
you want me anyway  
as long as you know  
I'll let you down  
 
(I already let you down)
 
Rip me open  
break me in two
what am I supposed to do
with this heartbeat?
 
Don't you know this is endless  
it will never end  
I can't make it end
'cause I love the way it hurts me
 
Is it so wrong that I need  
the pain to make me feel alive?
Is it so bad that you, YOU
are my euphoria?
 
I want to say yes  
I want to say no  
I want to say nothing at all  
and just let this be  
the perfect frozen moment  
of you and me  
 
Because we are perfect  
so perfect  
caught in this in-between  
 
You
YOU  
rip me me open  
and make me whole  
 
And I love the way it hurts me