Psychosis

I saw a car crash today  
Bodies lying everywhere  
Casualties on display  
I couldn't help but stare  
 
Laughing for minutes  
Feeling the family pain  
Emotions have their limits  
Testing relationships strain  
 
Flooded with dancing anxiety  
Leading to this depression  
Dealing with this reality  
The sins of my confession  
 
Thoughts filled incoherently  
As I removed my clothes  
I went streaking apparently  
It was entertaining I suppose  
 
Reoccuring hallucinations  
Along with paranoid delusion  
Creative imagination  
Trapped in my minds confusion  
 
Random acts of rage  
Enraging my psychosis  
My inner demons engaged  
Permanent state of hypnosis  
 
Isolated I feel withdrawn  
Helpless with no motivation  
Can't wait til today is gone  
To drown my futures creation  
 
I hear a voice whisper  
There was no accident today  
I leaned over to kiss her  
Like that she went away  
 
Searching for my medicine  
Where is my thorazine  
Voices in my head said then  
You're lost again in this dream  
 
Silence echoes in the halls  
Optical illusions in my home  
Surrounded by empty walls  
Escaping this psychotic episode