Psychosis

I saw a car crash today    
Bodies lying everywhere    
Casualties on display    
I couldn't help but stare    
   
Laughing for minutes    
Feeling the family pain    
Emotions have their limits    
Testing relationships strain    
   
Flooded with dancing anxiety    
Leading to this depression    
Dealing with this reality    
The sins of my confession    
   
Thoughts filled incoherently    
As I removed my clothes    
I went streaking apparently    
It was entertaining I suppose    
   
Reoccuring hallucinations    
Along with paranoid delusion    
Creative imagination    
Trapped in my minds confusion    
   
Random acts of rage    
Enraging my psychosis    
My inner demons engaged    
Permanent state of hypnosis    
   
Isolated I feel withdrawn    
Helpless with no motivation    
Can't wait til today is gone    
To drown my futures creation    
   
I hear a voice whisper    
There was no accident today    
I leaned over to kiss her    
Like that she went away    
   
Searching for my medicine    
Where is my thorazine    
Voices in my head said then    
You're lost again in this dream    
   
Silence echoes in the halls    
Optical illusions in my home    
Surrounded by empty walls    
Escaping this psychotic unknown