see you soon

Sat out here in the pouring rain
staring out into the abyss
i try to block out the painful memories
but they continue to persist

its getting cold out now but i just ignore it
and let the water drip down my neck
ever since your final day
ive been an emotional wreck

if only those kids had'nt been such dicks
then you might still be here with me
but instead you just layed there and let it happen
so with your last choice , i disagree

ive never seen much abuse before
but i know that , that was cold-blooded murder
i tried my best to help you , honest
but i was frozen still
i couldnt run any further

i bring myself back to reality
and sigh
i never told anyone my plans
i hate good-byes

i look at the silver glinting at my side
ive tried this before
but the last time i just cried

its late at night now
so late that the only light shines down from the moon
i pick up the razor and press it to my wrist
baby , i'll see you soon.