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Dear J and every other boy
You broke me. It's your fault I don't want to find love, and I don't care if you wanna take responsibility for it.
Because personally, I've moved on. Not completely. Not in the way my body stings from being underloved and undertouched.
But in the sense, that you can't really break me. Because I'm always thriving.
And no one can touch me now.
I'm in God's hands, full of pure light that will win even if I die.
I still love you, J until the end.
And perhaps, that's my biggest mistake.
But I felt safe where I felt safe, and I'm trusting that.
Even if you are the very reason I both believe in love and find love disgusting.
Because personally, I've moved on. Not completely. Not in the way my body stings from being underloved and undertouched.
But in the sense, that you can't really break me. Because I'm always thriving.
And no one can touch me now.
I'm in God's hands, full of pure light that will win even if I die.
I still love you, J until the end.
And perhaps, that's my biggest mistake.
But I felt safe where I felt safe, and I'm trusting that.
Even if you are the very reason I both believe in love and find love disgusting.
Published 29th Jan 2025
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30th Jan 2025 12:29pm
What a powerful and emotional letter!
The closing sentence, "I still love you, J until the end," is a poignant expression of the enduring power of love, even in the face of hurt and betrayal. The writer's acknowledgment of this love as "perhaps... my biggest mistake" adds a layer of complexity and self-awareness to the letter.
What inspired this letter? Was there a particular experience or person that sparked the writer's emotions?
The closing sentence, "I still love you, J until the end," is a poignant expression of the enduring power of love, even in the face of hurt and betrayal. The writer's acknowledgment of this love as "perhaps... my biggest mistake" adds a layer of complexity and self-awareness to the letter.
What inspired this letter? Was there a particular experience or person that sparked the writer's emotions?
