What Hell Exists Today

Waking up each day painfully
To the misery of my existence
Life looking at me disdainfully
Heart and mind fading resistance

Every minute of every day
Obstacles challenge me religiously
I just want to run away
Doubting what's real suspiciously

How is any of this possible
Having so many broken dreams
My success once felt unstoppable
Now consumed by nightmarish screams

The cards all stacked against me
Its impossible to get ahead
Walls closing in on my reality
Only ambition now is being dead

Its like reality is some sort of joke
Laughing at me while I struggle
Suffocating on this air I choke
Haunted by the impending trouble

Another victim in this crazy maze
Solutions always a moment away
They'll help me erase the phase
Experiencing what hell exists today