would you

If into the darkness,
I were to fade,
Would you pull me out,
Or smile and hand me the blade?

Would you smack my hand,
When I put it to my skin,
Or stand and watch,
My destruction begin?

If I were to cut too deep,
Would you care,
Or look away,
And pretend i wasn't there?

If I call you in a suicidal state,
Would you save my life,
Or would you come here,
And let me use your knife?

I doubt you'd care,
You'd choose the latter,
Im cold inside,
Yet you never ask whats the matter.

Or maybe you know,
You are what's wrong,
Im reminded of the pain,
When i hear our song.

You can kill me or save me,
It is all up to you,
I'll always love you,
Whatever you do.