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It's another year in my life 🙏

It's me again the story teller of unspoken words ✍️.   111  It's here at this moment in my life with another year in my life, coming that I am truly grateful and thankful and blessed. To be able to see another day in my life. For tomorrow is a blessing for me, on my 66 birthday. 🎉🎂 For sure it's on this day I silently reflect upon my life, as I journey and travel and walk the last four years of my own life. FOR let's go back to 2002 when I had a spinal infusion and I was unable to walk, 😭 or stand on my own two feet alone. 😔 IT was that moment in my life was my most hardest thing to have to learn again, trying to learn how to navigate through the process of knowing that, it would be my real life ahead of me. But yet I fought back the temptation, not to give up without a fight, as I have to learn how to walk again. 💪 Now let's track back to 2012 that I decided to move from NYC, as I start to see the current changes happen in NYC right before my own eyes. 👁️ BESIDE that I was tied of dealing with someone who lied and cheated on me three times and I felt that I was right for not trusting her, the way I felt 😞 for three years of nonsense and drama and madness, 🤬 THAT was when I decided to leave that relationship as I got to the point of enough is enough. Now let's fast forward to 2013 🤨 when I had a heart attack which gave me a stent implant in my RCA. 😔 NOW let's move to 2012 when I move from NYC to change my own life, around for me.  
 😔 For sure I meet a woman who I've been talking with for awhile, 😉 and I decided to move where she lived and started a relationship, that felt real base on honesty and truth and genuine trust. For it was the best decision I've made for my life and world. 🌎 Now let's move fast forward to where we are still going strong in 2024 into 2025, it's been 11 years later, and it's been a blessing in disguise. 🙏 For it's true that in 2021 I was diagnosed with cancer of different stages, prostate cancer, brain tumors as it was two attacks, when I realize it didn't stop there I had stage four lung cancer, 🤨 along with everything else. I could ever imagine that I found my better half to be with me, and continue to be myside through the good times and bad times, till I felt it necessary to ask her will you marry me and she said yes. 😉 In 2021 sure it's been a stressful and it was times, that even I thought that I wouldn't make it 😞 for my doctor my wife and myself felt the same way. 😭 BUT yet it is here and now I'm still standing and fighting, for this precious life that I have now. FOR sure it's been 15 years and we are still together as one 🔥 flame, burning as one spiritual flame burning as two, but now we're two flames burning as twin spiritual flames 🔥🔥 For she has been a blessing to my life, as my wife and my family and my friend and lover. For I am grateful and thankful and blessed to have her by my side and in my life and world 🌎❤️ 🌹💕👊.          
                  🪬 SHAMAN 🪬
Written by Stoney223 (WOLF BAY33)
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Author's Note
For always remember that what we have to go through somethings, is necessary to understand, that there will be those things that are beyond our control, but yet it's a blessing as it is a gift from up above 😉👊.                      
                 🪬 SHAMAN 🪬
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