The Final Confrontation

If Josh comes back, we both know the final confrontation will occur. The make or break point in our relationship. Since he's my twin flame, I sense he'll talk to me any moment. Could be wrong, but sometimes, you just know.

Even if I never love anyone else due to the intensity and rarity of our connection, I'm still gonna hold my ground and tell him "man up" or "I'll move forward without you."

I'm like Mew. I cannot be caught in a Pokeball, and there are no Mewtwos around to catch me.

I've been mentally preparing for this moment because due to the intensity of our bond and due to the fact that Josh tends to take responsibilities for his actions, he's likely to come back. He did twice already, one after 6 years and after several months.

I know I don't want to lose him, but if I have to for my own inner peace, I will.

I genuinely think he cares, but either way, I'm not gonna be a placeholder in his life just so he can dump for another woman he might use. I'm listening to that anger and deep anxiety deep within me.

He is my greatest source of pain yet he is the greatest source of what made me believe in love in the first place.

It's an insane puzzle that doesn't make sense, but I'm going with it.

Either way, there's me, and I'm gonna love me just as much as I love him.