Unready?

Heart rocks topsy turvy
Ache lurks in every crevice
Need writes every angle
(lines seeking You)
Confusion reigns
Uncertainties collide
and more so, my desire, longing
Unclear the path
to your satisfaction
(that I so desire)
Fearing my desires might conflict
with the now of you

What to do?

I search the silence
where confusion reigns
salty droplets from my eyes
I sadly try to dry
Rivulets of this unknown

lost the way

Unready too am i
for some Deep conversations
Into which might seep
The entirety of this

But not with you
For you, I am always
Ready