Oh to feel Alive

I want to feel alive
What good is it to live
When somedays it's just as easy to shrivel up and die
 
I want to feel alive
I want to be molded into the likes of the statue of David and bare my nakedness to the world
With a body that I see as modelesque, love handles, extra fat and all
Letting all of my insecurities and setbacks desolve  
 
I want to feel alive  
Show my inner and outer scars to the world
Relish in my imperfections
Walk away from every care in the world and strut on a runway, where those who truly love me are in the stands cheering me on
You go girl!
You did that!  
 
See that your beauty is only skin deep  
Where just being me is enough
That I don't have to always be ok and play tough
That emotions come with this thing called life
That it is ok to be myself
That it is ok to be free  
 
I want to feel alive
I want to feel alive
Oh thank God that I am alive