Pills

Felt real bad
Couldn't carry
The overwhelming
Pressure
On my own
Anymore
So I started
Popping pills
Thought I'd feel better
But I really don't

Oh, what is there
To do?
Pop some more
Drug my brain
Until I can't think
Anymore
Oh no
There must be
Another way
To do it

But can I
Really do it?
Am I stronger
Than these thoughts?
"Don't give up"
Said she
And I'm really trying
If not for my sake
Then for yours