sadly unfaithful

 
sadness builds and cresendos
nothing to quell the ache
deeply and passionately in love

disregarded emotions
I gues you don't feel the same
desire engrained in me, has left it's etchings on my soul

never will I be the same
scarred terrain, all the times I've forgiven
because I can't forget the soreness of my heart

willingly giving of myself
with tears wept silently for the things I forfeit
gentle understanding
living with someone who cheats

causes hurt feelings
and insane jealousy
wounded by the pain
I fall and rise to stand again

useless feeling, when it isn't returned
I burn with the futility of the emotion
but I can't shake it
you've never been faithful, to anyone