Life is a puzzle

Life is a puzzle
A puzzle of time taking
Filled with confusing shapes
Beautiful when done
Hard when starting
Worthwhile when you are almost there
My heart speaks into a mirror
Seeing the regrets that has been made
Choosing not to speak its mind to
The problems that’s been saved.
Im a moving piece that doesn't know where to stay
Feeling lost in the sea of my feelings, trauma, thoughts
Not knowing where to belong
feeling not wanted
Drowning in my sorrows
Seeing love ones come and go as i sit alone
I scream but nothing comes out
mouth is taped closed knowing no one wants to hear or see me
Being thrown away by the very person i loved
the love turned into hate in a flash
Thinking someone will find me but years pass finding im alone
Thoughts raced through the very brain I fear
Life is a puzzle that I wish to end