weirdo

 
escape the hurt, of relationships that don't click
I'm offbeat with my thoughts
a missing something, others have
a natural flow

I'm too honest, this is a problem
filtering through sunlight
it comes out blaring, not shiny

it could be beautiful, if I was normal
picking up on nuances, others miss
seemingly I'm off, with the body language

reading people in their depths
forgetting, I'm not supposed to be picking up on this part of a person
people are caught off guard, by what seems quite normal for me
sensitity of soul I read your vibes
and to be honest the voices like to gossip and tell me stuff

so, by the time it comes out of my mouth it seems like old news to me
really I just forget sometimes
for the most part, I can weed out what most people know
and what I am shown

I wonder if there are any other people like me
a secret society. I don't talk about it much
I'm told I'm not supposed to

my soul sends out vibes
I'm sure you pick up more than you're comfortable with saying
so I secret these thoughts away
so not to unnerve, make people leery of me