G Says

G says
 
G says I’m done with that lady
She only tries to control me
 
He hides from himself
Says he’s right but he knows that he’s not
 
G says he’s sorry for being angry  
Wants to change but needs some help
 
Look for a couch big enough to hold my thoughts  
 
G says have you seen my Port around  
I feel thirsty and naked without it
 
I go to the gazebo  
To smoke my dreams and listen for the crickets
Says I don’t owe the world nothing  
 
G says I’m tired of being the clown
Don’t want to go out like this
But I’m struggling to deliver  
 
He gets mad and he cries and screams aloud
Knows he’s better than this in the mirror  
 
G says he wants to be back in love
But doesn’t love himself
He only knows how to turn it  
Back to being about him

G says
I want to be in love again  
But I don’t love myself  
 
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