Cry

I am alone
Even though
I don't want to
Admit it to myself

I don't want
To think about it
It makes me
Want to cry

I talk and smile
But deep down
Dark thoughts
Come to life

And I ignore
Leaving it no space
Yet nowhere to go
So it stays


And I carry it
Within me
Locked and caged
In my beating heart

Cry and weep
Once and for all
I tell myself
Let it all go

And I choke
On the tears
That I wept
Alone

For no one
Shall see me cry
I must remain
Strong for them