"happy place"

   
   
   
     a "fireplace" needs logs to stay lit; a train needs coal.... people need.... so much....    
   
     sometimes one closes one's eyes and have interesting dreams.... most times one prefers to simply be in deep sleep.... other dreams are random.... other dreams are inconvenient....    
     
     but in one's, "awakened" state- one just wants to find and stay in one's happy place away from everything outside of one's bubble.... overrated "reality"....    
   
 one has to board one's "private plane" alone- to escape life's terror dome- most times one feels at "home"- other times one's reminded that one's body is made up of blood, flesh and bone;
 
 the struggle is real.