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To Lose My Edge.....
….finding the words I want to say
'cause it's personal
this thing
between me and you
searching my mind
I cannot find
a lyric that will adequately
do what I need it to do
my intellect can easily
distinguish the right, the wrong-
the “point of it all”
in retrospect, it still doesn't matter
My love, my soul.....my whole being
still longs for you (lest I fall).....
….a grossly, almost cliched line
“Sometimes you cross my mind”
So intense-I don't know what to do with my self
Desperately
I Just
want to call your phone
not knowing nor caring whether or not he's home
wanting to speak “sweet nothings” to you
or simply hear you breathe.....that alone would do
I think I'm beginning to understand the meaning,
your proclamation of me being “your friend”
but after 20 years of loving and adoring you
Baby, where does this friend-zone end?
Standing on the edge
unsafely teetering,
my rational thought no longer rational
my heart beating; my love for you fleeting
not seeing or really caring for anything else
just me and you
willing to risk it all, matters a damn to me
how far I got to fall
(…..and though I love her too)
still my heart belongs to you
and now I'm standing on the edge......
I used to be able to call on you when I
found myself about to jump (or fall)
you always knew what to do baby
to reel me back in
your “friend” that you found so easy to love
truth be told, I am your man in the “moon and the stars above”
but the cruel irony is that
you
are now
“my edge” (what can I do?)
I stand so perilously close..........to the “edge” of you
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