Mental breakdown

I breakdown and I think of overdosing,
I cry out and try to escape but the door is closing,
The mean kids won't let me be in their group,
Their allegations I dispute,

I break down gotta get some things outta my system,
Since I was a child I've been a victim,
Can anyone hear me should I scream louder?
I break down more and more by the hour,

It's silent where screams are,
It's louder where it's far,
There's deception where trust should be,
I break down and I plea,

Another suicidal girl you have to heal,
If you help me I'll stay here that's the deal,
I'm told I should die and I'm left out,
A result of my own self hatred and self doubt.