Myself to blame

Entice me with your chaos,
Seduce me with your pain.
Infect me with your madness,
Put your poison in my veins.
Set my soul on fire,
A passion unrestrained.
But try as you might,
My heart you can not  tame.
Just twist my mind into knots,
Until you've driven me insane.
And when there's nothing left,
I'll have just myself to blame.