Imprisoned

Darkness haunts the sometimes scary  
Memories creating my imaginary  
Torrents of abuse that I feel  
Tortured by what isn't real  
Medicated to believe I lied  
Insanitys edge my mind has died  
Slowly my feelings paralyzed  
Nightmaric ashes burn my eyes  
My mind races my body shakes  
Within this hell I'm awake  
Shadows lurk in this room  
My personalities they consume  
Staring at white blank walls  
From the heavens rainbows fall  
Am I my alter ego  
Or someone I used to know  
Filled with madness raging mad  
Lost in this crazy dream I had  
Imprisoned here no more to give  
My minds asylum where I live