Imprisoned

Darkness haunts the sometimes scary
Memories creating my imaginary
Torrents of abuse that I feel
Tortured by what isn't real
Medicated to believe I lied
Insanitys edge my mind has died
Slowly my feelings paralyzed
Nightmaric ashes burn my eyes
My mind races my body shakes
Within this hell I'm awake
Shadows lurk in this room
My personalities they consume
Staring at white blank walls
From the heavens rainbows fall
Am I my alter ego
Or someone I used to know
Filled with madness raging mad
Lost in this crazy dream I had
Imprisoned here no more to give
My minds asylum where I live