Shaddows in my Fall

I've been falling for since I can remember
Most people who drop from such heights would be flailing their arms and legs , screaming in fear
But I'm not afraid
I'm eerily calm
I don't even know what height this started
Now and then I see a branch to reach out to
Trying to catch some stability or slow down
Every time I feel I can get a grip
The branches slip
So I continue this decline down this seemingly dark abyss
I'm no longer afraid
I'm just waiting to reach the bottom
The anticipation is mocking me
But the solitude is finding comfort within my heart
The sounds of speeding winds thumping against my ear drums drowning out any other sounds that could be around
Alas
When I finally reach the ground I might just lye there for a bit .
Can't imagine how sore my back will be by that point.