Hope that help will come?

 Tap left on, of self thats drained
a mesh of scars to dull the pain
to fool yourself and feel the numb
a fading dream that help will come!

Feel winter chill in summers heat
as black clouds o`r the mind do creep
I fight and fight, but just succumb
and prey alone that help will come

Wild dragon lives within my veins
when exatacy is short attained
the dollar bill, its laughs in fun
my urgent screams that help will come

Rocket fire to a distopian abyss
caverns and maze is where I now exist
who`ll throw a rope to a drowning bum?
desperate for any help to come

 Tentacals encircled grip, skin that crawls
dark fathoms, ghouls and monsters spawn
through a bloodshot world I run
away from any help that comes