Nightmares

They keep reoccurring  
Everyday at the same time
Visions are disturbing
Confusing my mind
How do I escape
And end these nightmares
My thoughts they reshape
Constant haunting terrors
 
I can't take this much more
They're driving me insane
Solutions I need to explore  
To remove all of this pain
I'm ready to explode
This nightmare must end
When my dreams erode
Then my mind descends
 
Filled with a dark thought
Silence when I speak
This gun that I bought
Numbered days that I seek
When I hear my alarm sound
My daily nightmare begins
The chaos of life drowns
Any comfort in my skin
 
I awake and all I hear
Is a hateful angry voice
I succumb to my fear
Of listening to his choice
I grab from my dresser
Place the gun to my head
Ending my nightmares pleasure
I escaped lifes nightmare dead