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The Mental Bride
Blue grows the tulip
White grows the Rose
I am writing a letter
To whom no one knows
Light falls the feather
Bright grows the fire
The irony of love
I will never tire
Green grows the grass
Heavy is the dew
All of this beauty
Is in tribute to you
A child to a mother
A moth to a flame
As timeless as tears
I will never be the same
A minute to an hour
A day to a year
A dark spirit’s voice
Is the only one I hear
Soft moonbeams
And silvery stones
Drifting lifeless in the water
Completely alone
Piercing rays
And shimmering skies
When the battle commences
Everyone dies
Dark grey ashes
And smoldering death
The world has fallen
I am the only one left
Demons rise
To plague the earth
Awaiting their master’s
Shadowed rebirth
I run and I hide
My face drawn and pale
An unwilling Queen
To finish the tale
I am given to him
A soul-bound slave
I am his possession
My love he will crave
I will not let him have it
So, I relinquish my breath
I know that the only way out
Is my death
I bury my blade
Into the depths of my heart.
After all, it’s my fault that
The world fell apart.
I fall to the ground with
A sigh of relief
The Goddess accepts me
My soul is released
Now I have peace
My depression is gone
The padded room opens
In tandem with dawn
My expression of joy
I am finally free
I will be fine
And the voices agree.
White grows the Rose
I am writing a letter
To whom no one knows
Light falls the feather
Bright grows the fire
The irony of love
I will never tire
Green grows the grass
Heavy is the dew
All of this beauty
Is in tribute to you
A child to a mother
A moth to a flame
As timeless as tears
I will never be the same
A minute to an hour
A day to a year
A dark spirit’s voice
Is the only one I hear
Soft moonbeams
And silvery stones
Drifting lifeless in the water
Completely alone
Piercing rays
And shimmering skies
When the battle commences
Everyone dies
Dark grey ashes
And smoldering death
The world has fallen
I am the only one left
Demons rise
To plague the earth
Awaiting their master’s
Shadowed rebirth
I run and I hide
My face drawn and pale
An unwilling Queen
To finish the tale
I am given to him
A soul-bound slave
I am his possession
My love he will crave
I will not let him have it
So, I relinquish my breath
I know that the only way out
Is my death
I bury my blade
Into the depths of my heart.
After all, it’s my fault that
The world fell apart.
I fall to the ground with
A sigh of relief
The Goddess accepts me
My soul is released
Now I have peace
My depression is gone
The padded room opens
In tandem with dawn
My expression of joy
I am finally free
I will be fine
And the voices agree.
Written by
LunaDahlia
Published 18th Aug 2024
| Edited 5th Nov 2024
Author's Note
Will it ever stop? Please, any semblance of hope would be appreciated. If not, please be honest.
Just... whatever advice that doesn't have to do with going to my 5000th therapist. I know this isn't that kind of site, but we're all here on this site for a reason. Thank you for your time.
Just... whatever advice that doesn't have to do with going to my 5000th therapist. I know this isn't that kind of site, but we're all here on this site for a reason. Thank you for your time.
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 00:55am
Forget therapists. Save your money.
Write your demons out. It takes time, but it works.
Your writings are always to be your dearest friends.
Write your demons out. It takes time, but it works.
Your writings are always to be your dearest friends.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 1:11am
Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 1:17am
Yes I liked it. It conveys your poetic message well.
Thats why I was interested enough to comment.
My advice is meant well. Your writing will carry you through hell. It’s therapy because it knows you personally.
Good luck to you. Be tough.
Thats why I was interested enough to comment.
My advice is meant well. Your writing will carry you through hell. It’s therapy because it knows you personally.
Good luck to you. Be tough.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 2:55am
I'll try to take that advice, but medications and institutionalizations have been a recurring theme for me since the age of 4. You'd think they'd come up with something better, and I know nothing is an easy fix, but the levels of trauma I've been through, paired with inadequate and abusive care from people who are supposed to help me... it feels like so much, I can barely handle it myself, so how will anyone who reads it? (sorry to dump all that on you, you don't have to reply if you don't want to.)
Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 1:30am
Styxian is right, friend.
Poetry is expression. Whatever form or fashion. Write it out.
Poetry is expression. Whatever form or fashion. Write it out.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 3:00am
Even when it sounds dumb and not like a poem? Because I do that more often than not, accidentally, and end up tearing my hear out as punishment/anger. If i knew how to heal, maybe i wouldn't react like this, but writing is the only thing i do that has some semblance of pride in it. But even knowing that, I still mess it up.
Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 3:08am
Yep.
You are healing, by writing. Your confidence will come. Failure is the beginning of success, it’s how we learn. Besides, there is no failure in poetry (I should take my own advice).
Be well, friend.
You are healing, by writing. Your confidence will come. Failure is the beginning of success, it’s how we learn. Besides, there is no failure in poetry (I should take my own advice).
Be well, friend.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 4:35am
Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 4:52am
Nice write. Into the list it belongs. Writing is therapy for sure. I use it for that reason, as well as being creative. Kinda of a yin-yang type of deal. Confronting demons isn't easy, but fighting for a sense of sanity is. Sending positive vibes your way. Hang in there. Welcome to DU. Appreciate you.
DL
DL
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 7:10am
I appreciate you too. And thank you for being candid, which therapy never is and probably never will be. I truly appreciate your advice, and I hope you have a wonderful night.
Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 8:31pm
The phrases build & lead on to connect, somehow joining the story up. It reads fast & the pace is chaotic, like that of panic, I guess. This is well written, Luna. 😊
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
18th Aug 2024 8:52pm
Thank you so much, it’s built on an escape I built for myself as a child. Clearly ineffective, but I had a lot more control there.
Re. The Mental Bride
21st Aug 2024 00:33am
I’m digging your style of writing I’d like to see you continue to push diversity of ideas you scribe thru… and about. That’s therapy, it is for me.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
21st Aug 2024 7:30am
I’m definitely trying to. Thank you for being honest. I hope you have a wonderful day.
Re. The Mental Bride
23rd Dec 2024 9:20pm
your writings reached depths within me that words could never even begin to express. achingly beautiful.
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Re: Re. The Mental Bride
24th Dec 2024 1:50am
I’m glad you liked it. I’m even more happy that I seem to be reaching people. I never thought I was good enough for that.
Re: Re. The Mental Bride
24th Dec 2024 7:42am
Re: Re. The Mental Bride
25th Dec 2024 4:32am
Thank you, and you are too. You wrote a couple I couldn’t take my eyes off of. I want to check out more of your writing very soon.
Re: Re. The Mental Bride
25th Dec 2024 7:06am