adventure

 
my love aches inside my bosom I carry it close to my heart
where I cradle the feeling nurturing it
it is a beautiful feeling I surrender to it

happiness is only ever fulfilled when you are denied something
sorrow is the company I keep
so when I say I feel something I mean it deeply

I like to deny myself pleasure to see how long I can grieve without giving in
pleasure is something you have to invest in
yes there is instant gratification
but it's a momentary thrill

I like to wait for something
see how vulnerable I can be
with such a jaded heart as mine

to place belief in a person
he has given me good reason
he has tasted my soul
he knows about my madness and still he stayed

I am not one dimensional
I have a great many layers to my personality
it's sometimes a maze getting to the heart of me

I don't trust easy you might think I do but I don't
I have covert and overt ways of learning a new soul
my beauty King your emptiness kisses me and it is divine

your happy days make me smile
I hope you have a lot of those
it's still a mystery to me what you see in me

if you were ready to go on an adventure
we'd be perfect together but I fear I would take you too far off road
sneaking a look I taste your masculine and see your hard edge
I like things the way they are

hearing your adventures and knowing if I go to far off
your presence will call me home