citadel of vampires

 
fascinations grow within me
I reach to caress them
sinfully willing my heart be smothered
guilty confessions there is none like me
my soul too young for such desires
I ache in the diary leaves
doubting I will ever reach womanhood
 
unbound and unbrdled passion surges inside me
i feed the flames
but my brothers ever viligent snuff my cravings
a bounty on the head who touches my innocence
 
sending my fingers on the winds I extend a proper greeting
darklings of much younger stature are arranged in bliss
I am chastised for my standing
of the royal court my magics tantalize and tease
 
inviting the host in where we must meet in the parlor
I am to learn to handle myself
though they are just boys
of no importance to me
 
I crave the Dominating force of my vampire sire
who commands great attention
he is in great demand keeping his troops in line
 
my father is aware of our attraction
but if the two houses are to merge there must be allowances
I have lived many centuries now being groomed and countess
 
I will have under me great courtesans and pets
but I have no mind for the hordes under me in order
the houses must align with prophecy and the aligning of the planets
who are currenty in flux a power play is at hand
 
many look to me for answers I've always had visions
and my magic is potent if not controlled
it has a mind of it's own and is wild in nature
I am to learn to channel it
but it is very difficult for me
 
I see things very diplomatically all the various sides of each house
I wonder can't we all abide