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No Tomorrow
you can call it depression
or lack of mental health
falling into addictions
because it’s the only thing that helps
and maybe I have given up
the world has lost its luster
guess I’m just like my father
drinking to forget
or just drinking, waiting for death
smoking till my eyes turn red
and fucking till my nuts hurt
throwing bomb ass parties
with people just as lost
a curvy girl with a mini skirt
can make the pain feel ok
the things she lets me do
has me sick, but I keep doing it
I ask myself ‘is it ok to throw it all away?’
even if it’s just fantasy
living as if I’m immortal
sex, drugs, rock and roll
I just want to watch my world burn
on my own terms
with every overdose of pleasure
till I lay back and shut down
sometimes I don’t want to see tomorrow
or lack of mental health
falling into addictions
because it’s the only thing that helps
and maybe I have given up
the world has lost its luster
guess I’m just like my father
drinking to forget
or just drinking, waiting for death
smoking till my eyes turn red
and fucking till my nuts hurt
throwing bomb ass parties
with people just as lost
a curvy girl with a mini skirt
can make the pain feel ok
the things she lets me do
has me sick, but I keep doing it
I ask myself ‘is it ok to throw it all away?’
even if it’s just fantasy
living as if I’m immortal
sex, drugs, rock and roll
I just want to watch my world burn
on my own terms
with every overdose of pleasure
till I lay back and shut down
sometimes I don’t want to see tomorrow
Published 28th Jul 2024
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28th Jul 2024 10:35pm
This is deeper than deep as it speaks volumes of the truth for sometimes we all have felt this way feeling lost in a world 🌎 that has changed each of us leaving the question to ponder 🤔 is dying better than living as we look at the vision of the world as it is now 🤨.
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1st Aug 2024 1:18am
This was interesting. I find that when you break this up, the bacchanal indulgence loses it's luster quick. Like porn makes sex less sexy, the chase of indulgences makes life feel less sparkly.
You explored that theme well. The depression of being at the top of the heap, because when you're up there isn't anywhere to go but down. Well done. I dug it.
You explored that theme well. The depression of being at the top of the heap, because when you're up there isn't anywhere to go but down. Well done. I dug it.
