A Higher  Degres Of Self-esteem

 
 
 "" I hate myself ", hold on ! do not ever think that i abhor the one who is Me..  
 
A self respecting person am I with an upper case, proudly stating,
 but when it comes for others' sake they pass before any other consideration,
'' me included ''..even over my living body.before i die.."".  
 
 
Altruism is my creed, my way to gain respect and honour, as they may ever say:  
 
'' my server is my boss '' you do me a favour, so you are my boss,  
i give you a service, so i am better than you, i am your boss  
so to say, in other words, i make you show respect at my regard !!!  
 
So do not abuse my humility, if you translate this good way  
according tp your own comprehension.My sincerity and my gentleness  
stems from a person who knows how to approach a situation,  
with the most tactful maneuvers......do you think that tactic means a wily trick ???  
 
" a sly behaviour to gain a favor " so  let your mind cogitate and your thoughts breed..
and ponder.deeply..  
 
Yes, i do hate myself when it comes for others sake, then i humbly retreat,  
to leave the way for them, they may be in need more than i am. as they might excel  
and outshine me, and that gives me the heart to reach their level,
 make the most effort possible to equal their skills  
 
And that make me so  proud of myself, so happy to have given them  
what i actually am in need to..and have succeeded.much more than them.
.if i look at them  from a friendly challenging corner..  
 
Hating oneself is not a self abjection, an ego rejection, but a self high esteem,
 and an ethical demeanor that we must try, and then tell me what you feel..  
 
So, hate yourself to rise up from a selfish pride, prejudice is ache  
a pain that stings the morals, and exhales a stench that spreads wide making  
people reject your company and friendship...