Withdraw in rehab

in that darkened ,quiet
heart beating
addict contaning cell
i layed.

thinking of days past
the taughts worsened
by the ever present random screams
i would hear from others
braking, shreading thier former dependent self
returning to their once recognizable self

a sullen tear
joined the grim atomsphere
but my heart was made numb
for pain and suffering i knew well
and temption i knew dwell in the world
this time alone ,with a blanket
                               a mattress
                                   a pillow
comforted my stressed mind

till now on this bed
overwhelming shivers plagued my body
sweat drenched my head
my fragile brain clawed by a blade like taught

'I NEED AN ESCAPE
I NEED AN ESCAPE!'