concepts of "death"

   
   
    I believe I'm somewhere on the right track; making efforts to understand-something that i honestly hope is worth this "worldly trap";    
   
    a light heart, and an open mind-is what I believe is my personal path; perhaps that'll activate glimpses of more than just what ifs-into an actual gift that'll last with no limits;    
   
  on the other side- I'll never know for sure until one dies- I hope it's worth this rocky mundane "earthly" life- that bounds the body, and blinds the eyes....    
   
  one thing for certain- one thing for sure- my life would be a "paradise"-an utter peace deep down resides underneath this pain despite....    
   
 no longer bound, or in the dark- with a million questions why; my soul now mine- my soul now mine    
   
this life- is like the push one needs on one's first bike- into the "arms" of "afterlife"....    
   
into a "body" that no longer "dies "