Madness Speaks

Hello Madness I was waiting for you
you've slipped the chain, yes, and escaped undetected...

the masquerade is in session all of my spirits are all masked
my loyal followers are masked too
you will never know who is beside you

you will not know, man, nor beast, or which angels have rebelled
and yes I will boast I may regret it,though
pride came before the fall no, that is a spell
I will not be brainwashed into a cage
you my ex, have a large ego
you showed me what you do, Madison Beers
and it needs a constant new horizon to explore
sexually no limits but  you love the ugliest ones most
because you can shame them
and they're easiest to control

body shaming you love them and make them believe
nobody else wants them

he will body shame you with his eyes and lie to your mind
you will become a loyal cult member
because he will make everyone side against you

then say they aren't my family because we aren't blood
they have been more of a part of me then my blood
with one exception...Candace and my grand, and great grans who are also attached through my soul

it is an unbreakable bond star mother to the children, the six
but you tried to break it,
you tried when you stole them and made them afraid

I protect them and have sent them away from me...instinct
If I go I know they will go on, I have faith
they are ready
I am prepared to die as a human

I have my visa out of here
safe passage I made before I came here caged and on a chain
you've found part of me
I will escape you

though you effectively boxed me in
I both love and hate you...equally


yes, one of them is pretty
but you're overlooking something...me
you wanted a war
because that's what you need
that's what really turns you on
humiliation of a victim and plenty of their emotional torture
despite wanting peace
you have decided on war
I'll concede you have surprised me
and taken me slightly off guard
but instead of anger I will let logic win
because I see a gauntlet thrown
where others are only committed
by your fear or bribery or both
you're underestimating  you sons desire to keep their home

you may have thrown it the towel
but this is your game
I don't play my heart is on the line and so is my life

I'm feeling threatened by your people
I see you riding your monsters
they will rebelthen I will feed them for free
and from the bounty I feel coming
you use intimidation and fear
if nothing else works torture
kindness and respect works
your are tortured tried and true
they will do anything not face the dark fire alone
for now I have slipped your noose as well as death's cold grip

I'm alive on instinct alone
as well as magics you will never understand
I kept them from you because just like you
I have always had visions
I've seen a lot come to pass
except one and let me tell you
my spirits I restrain will break free
and make there own decisions how to treat you
no matter how I plead them for mercy they won't relent
when someone hurts me and they think I'm being foolish
I am grateful for them but they are free-willed
and I only control them to an extent
 to the blessing and curse of me
they make some calls depending in what's happening
and a beings intent
I prepared well should my masked people fail
I am in the atmosphere and my soul free will die to protect them
and my eyes are now as yours are...unseen
I shared too much
but the beings I have reached while warring with you
are now awake and aware of the situation
I will never reveal them
I have hidden the knowledge in failsafe
coded language
tell me now you know everything
about what is really going on
inside my head
so withhold from me
I will satisfy myself
with my imagination
at least I'm not acting out my fantasies in the flesh
but know  this even with my war-torn body
I could seduce almost any men
and have without even intending to
I'm slipping sideways again
because that's what you need
I take a long last look at the only real family I've known
for twenty-seven years now
for that long, you have had my loyalty and friendship
cooking, cleaning visiting when my presence was desired
and hiding back in the shadows when it was needed
I am intense I don't mean to emotionally drain
so I hang back
and dial back my honesty
because it is intense and unnerving
you attacked me without provocation
I don't care about your mistresses
I care about my life
dedicated to being what the family needs of me
I took a step back because my feet were stepped on for doing what I always do
shake in the ladies presence because she is powerful and intense
in a different way
I'm again listening to the language of subtlety
hello Moonbuttons I didn't leave you
I was exiled because of my inability to stand up to all of you
when your growing pains stirred your wings
I knew I had taught you enough
your Father left me with you
then came later to claim you
to my dismay but it was expected
husband you get distracted easily
does being controlled by a woman turn you on?
then I am the one
Sadomasochistic I fulfill both roles