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I’ll Never Be Your Lover

I feel
Guilty
For loving
Like I’ve let
Everyone down
Like I’ve
Done something
Wrong
Sinful

Cruel temptation
Wicked mercy
An oasis
In a
Desert
I’d rather
Suffer the
Thirst

I’m sorry
For loving
You
You’ll never
Have me
As a lover
For I will
No sooner
Let myself
Love you
Than hurt
You

Shame
I am not
Ashamed
Of you
Rather
I am horrified
At how easily
I’ve taken to
Feeling your lips
Against mine
How dare
You
How dare
I

You deserve
A lover
A real
Boyfriend
Who won’t
Sob
When you
Hug him
Someone who
Can be
Your lover
And
Love you
Written by Nixprty
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Author's Note
Every part of my body yearns for you, I ache at the thought of being yours. Sadly, I know my worth. I love you, I will never be your lover.
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