All I wanted

All I needed was a chance
All I needed was a reason to fall into this trance
The reason was you
You were so perfect it was untrue
But unfortunantly I was right
Every thought
Every fear
Every heart breaking pathetic year
Coughing and hacking
Dying from the love I was lacking
Crying every night
Because your words were the ones that bite
But not today..
I will smile
I will act as if everything is okay
As if the color in my life didn't fade to grey
I'll talk and laugh
Letting people think i'm not dwelling on the past
I wanted it to last
I wanted my future to be ours
I wanted to hold the wedding flowers
Every piece of you I wanted to be mine
Until the end of time
But it ended because I was only thinking of you
I'll give you anything you want
Even if that means it doesn't include me and you...