Mind Maze

My thoughts can't escape my head  
Can't escape what I thought  
Just trying to unthread  
The mysteries I've been taught  
Is it really what I think  
Is it what I think I know  
Time stands still when I blink  
My eyes open just for show  
My brain telling my lungs to breathe  
And my heart to pump oxygen  
Out of body experience I leave  
But now I'm in a coma again  
Lost and frozen I'm embalmed  
Still alive but considered dead  
Even though my mind has calmed  
I think back to what I heard said  
As I tried for one final breath  
Lost in a permanent malaise  
1145 estimated time of death  
Trapped forever in my mind maze