Mind Maze

My thoughts can't escape my head    
Can't escape what I thought    
Just trying to unthread    
The mysteries I've been taught    
Is it what I know I think    
Is it what I think I know    
Time stands still when I blink    
My eyes open just for show    
My brain telling my lungs to breathe    
And my heart to pump oxygen    
Out of body experience I leave    
But now I'm in a coma again    
Lost and frozen I'm embalmed    
Still alive but considered dead    
Even though my mind has calmed    
I think back to what I heard said    
As I tried for one final breath    
Lost in a permanent malaise    
1145 estimated time of death    
Trapped forever in my mind maze