Scraps

My heart is yearning  
But I don't know what for  
I can feel the ache  
I'm wanting something more    
   
Don't know what it is  
But I'd give anything to have it  
Like an addict with the crave  
And I'm fiending for a hit    
   
A pain that permeates  
Like a fire in my veins  
Feelings of discontent  
Permanent like stains    
   
How can I find something    
If I don't know what I seek  
Cant move straight ahead  
When the path is so oblique    
   
So I keep on searching  
For who knows what  
With doubt in my heart  
And pain in my gut    
   
Maybe I'll find it  
If only by chance  
As I walk around aimless  
In this open expanse    
   
Hoping for anything  
That can set my heart free  
Maybe some clue  
That I just didn't see    
   
To make me feel whole  
To fill in the gaps  
Piece something together  
From all of these scraps